Pregnant Unbliss

As of December 2, 2008, I know exactly 9 friends who are pregnant:
1. Bebang
2. Clarence
3. Chai
4. Cris
5. Abbe
6. Abie
7. Ping (50% sure)
8. Mench
9. Ella

I think I'm actually missing out on a couple.

I never thought a person could be happy for, envious of and miserable because of someone, or in this case some people, all at the same time.

I know, I know. I should stop pressuring myself but I can't help it! I feel like the fates have ganged-up on me.

But don't mind me because I do feel guilty about reacting this way to wonderful news even as I rant.